Felicia
Candice and Coco my rolemodels ♥
Can't live without Victoria's Secret or Victoria's Secret PINK!
I dream to work at Victoria's Secret, better yet, own it! ;D

It's been f.o.r.e.v.e.r since I blogged. Well, I sort of mentally shut down my blog ever since my previous post, hahaha! But, I've since found the "motivation" to blog again! Like duh.. just finished my O levels and I'm sooo very free! Not gonna work, cause I'm only young like this once! ;D And I know for sure I will never get another 5 months of holidays with everything sponsored ever again in my entire life! :) So I'll take this chance to play real hard!

It seems quite stupid though, I should've started this blog just before my last Biology SPA MCQ paper. Which was 4 days before Pro.. =.= But honestly, 4 days isn't enough time to get ready for Prom! Then how would I have the time to start a new blog? Also because I have done every single frigging thing I could think doing already... Cause we wanna spend a lot of time with the JC people before their school term starts.

Anyway, before I update on recent news, let's back track to the other "highlights" since my last entry till now..

There was..
1. YOG Pre-celebration at Marina Bay on 13 Aug 2010
Gabriel and Rita had two passes each so Glenna and I could come! So thank you Rita for letting me have the pass! Really enjoyed myself, been such a long time since I went to a "concert". I know who to call now to go for concerts in future hehe! CONCERT BUDDIES!!! <3 best="" class="goog-spellcheck-word" span="" style="background-color: yellow; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">everrr
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 Posing with our makeshift banner LOL!





2. My cotton candy scented Katy Perry album! 7 Sep 2010 CALIFORNIAAAA~

3. Prom/ Grad Night on 19 Nov 2010
Taking photos in the fitting room to show Abbey on our mad rush to prepare for Prom..















Oh and I got to Engineering with Business Management at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. It's my 10th/ 11th choice out of my 12 choices... WOW. This is what happens when you are lazy and pretty much dumb. Well, it's not like I really wanna get out of this course? Cause if I could, there wouldn't be any other course I'd want except Fashion Design. Of course I can't choose that cause Mom doesn't have faith in me doing that. Apparently I have no passion for anything in life. Anyone who says that doesn't know how difficult it is to be me. When I do things that I like, I wanna look perfect while doing it, I wanna achieve the best results, like REALLY REALLY REALLY PERFECT! I'm just such a frigging perfectionist that if I try too hard and every thing just falls harder and harder each time I try, I collapse and lose faith in myself. And then I look in the mirror and think I am ugly. I bet none of you can survive being me for even a day, seriously, looking at supermodels and thinking to yourself, knowing that "I will never be like that despite all the diet and exercising because I was never born with such physic", it's really painful. So yeah, it's like even if I transferred to another course, I wouldn't be genuinely happy with it.

Alright moving on!
Decided to start a new blog for a "new phase of my life"... okay, that's bullshit, cos I get the feeling I might comeback to this some day? hahaha! kidding.
Now, I've gotta get my layouts done and I'm ready to blog!
From now onwards, read my blog posts at CandyyFlaws!

ADD ON* Ps: I've actually been "blogging" on my tumblr instead muahaha but I didn't really want people to know so yea haha! Below are the links. Oh and I'm officially not a KPOP lover anymore! :DD
3rd Sep'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1058783490/angels
18th Sep'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1144549900/i-just-realised-that-the-blue-costume-for-after
22nd Sep'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1167437170/finally-done-with-intermediate-this-is-my-1st
4th Oct'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1241729363/aww-man
9th Nov'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1523338980/am-very-convinced-that-ill-fail-english-even-if

Really in love with tumblr. Gosh, I can be stuck on it, rebloggng for like 3 hours straight! Been like this since I joined it in August 30 earlier this year hahaha! And as you can tell from my tumblr that I'm obsessed with Candice Swanepoel :p She's my GODDESS, rolemodel, anything, everything, teehee!


I'm obsessed with the Victoria's Secret PINK website! Everything is so pretty and PINK!!! :D






I keep thinking that it's still 2009, and I can't believe it's over, wish it can go on forever. It's not like me to make such a big deal about such things, but...
2009 is the Best Year of my life!
No mistake about that I'm sure, 2009, a Flawless year it is for me.
Ok, maybe there were some flaws, or there were times that I really hated,but all the good things in 2009 add together "triumph" over the hideously bad times. So much that I can only remember only the good things.
And as human beings, we only usually remember the bad things istead of the good things in life, so 2009 is really a Special year for me.

2009 is...
The year that I found a new side of me.
The year I found bestfriends that I wish to keep forever.
The year I joined for PINK NATION on Victoria's Secret PINK
The year of SHINee 샤이니 and obviously KPop.
The year I went to London and Paris. V^^V
The year I got new clothes that i never regret buying.
The year i found out my most favourite band and artiste, SHINee 샤이니 and Lee Hyori 이효리. ( I never had one before.)
The year I decided on the spot who's my rolemodel in life and not feel guilty, and she's Lee Hyori 이효리.(Somehow I always feel guilty about my rolemodel, I guess it's cause I wasn't sure in the past. Ok, and one more thing, when I say rolemodel in life I don't mean like learn from her style or whatever, I mean like she's confident so I should learn from that. I know there are tons of people out there who are also confident, but they just don't inspire me. :S )

The year my hair texture became perfect without me doing anything to it.
The year I actually got my bum up and went jogging alone and loved it a lot.
The 1st year in my life that had a lot of parties and outings with my BFFs.
The year Ignatius found out I'm a REAL girl.
The year I gave away my beloved Barbie dolls and Pink Vintage Luggage Barbie doll House collection that were my only childhood friends to my little cousins and they destroyed it in a day.(Luckily I kept 2 though.)
The year I learnt to let go.
The year I have unforgivable enemies.
The year I started to really hate my school.
The year I decided to do whatever I can to graduate in 2010.
The year I flunked all my exams.
The year I don't care about liking guys and I still am not caring right now.
The year I learnt not to be a loser and I hope I won't ever be one.
(I mean a loser in my eyes, not yours.)
The year I don't care about what other people think.
The year I don't care about other people unless they do something to disturb my life.
The year I wish to eliminate annoying JoPs and I still do.
The year I had bad rumours about me?
The year of excitment.
The year I spent everyday as wisely as I can.
The 4th year I've been using my school bag.
The year I never thought would come to an end so soon.
Ok, I know, it's like why the hell am i writing all these instead of thanking people?
One reason, thank you isn't even enough to describe what they've done for me.
(I suck at words, so yeah.)