Felicia
PINK is a NEED.
Can't live without Victoria's Secret or Victoria's Secret PINK!
I dream to work at Victoria's Secret, better yet, own it! ;D

It's been f.o.r.e.v.e.r since I blogged. Well, I sort of mentally shut down my blog ever since my previous post, hahaha! But, I've since found the "motivation" to blog again! Like duh.. just finished my O levels and I'm sooo very free! Not gonna work, cause I'm only young like this once! ;D And I know for sure I will never get another 5 months of holidays with everything sponsored ever again in my entire life! :) So I'll take this chance to play real hard!

It seems quite stupid though, I should've started this blog just before my last Biology SPA MCQ paper. Which was 4 days before Pro.. =.= But honestly, 4 days isn't enough time to get ready for Prom! Then how would I have the time to start a new blog? Also because I have done every single frigging thing I could think doing already... Cause we wanna spend a lot of time with the JC people before their school term starts.

Oh and I got to Engineering with Business Management at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. It's my 10th/ 11th choice out of my 12 choices... WOW. This is what happens when you are lazy and pretty much dumb. Well, it's not like I really wana get out of this course? Cause if I could, there wouldn't be any other course I'd want except Fashion Design. Of course I can't choose that cause Mom doesn't have faith in me ding that. Apparently I have no passion for anthing in life. Anyone who says that doesn't know how difficult it is to be me. When I do things that I like, I wanna look perfect while doing it, I wanna achieve the best results, like REALLY REALLY REALLY PERFECT! I'm just such a frigging perfectionist that if I try too hard and every thing just falls harder and harder each time I try, I collapse and lose faith in myself. And then I look in the mirror and think I am ugly. I bet none of you can survive being me for even a day, seriously, looking at supermodels and thinking to yourself, knowing that "I will never be like that despite all the diet and exercising because I was never born with such physic", it's really painful. So yeah, it's like even if I transferred to another course, I wouldn't be genuinely happy with it.

Alright moving on!
Decided to start a new blog for a "new phase of my life"... okay, that's bullshit, cos I get the feeling I might comeback to this some day? hahaha! kidding.
Now, I've gotta get my layouts done and I'm ready to blog!
From now onwards, read my blog posts at FickleFelicia!






I keep thinking that it's still 2009, and I can't believe it's over, wish it can go on forever. It's not like me to make such a big deal about such things, but...
2009 is the Best Year of my life!
No mistake about that I'm sure, 2009, a Flawless year it is for me.
Ok, maybe there were some flaws, or there were times that I really hated,but all the good things in 2009 add together "triumph" over the hideously bad times. So much that I can only remember only the good things.
And as human beings, we only usually remember the bad things istead of the good things in life, so 2009 is really a Special year for me.

2009 is...
The year that I found a new side of me.
The year I found bestfriends that I wish to keep forever.
The year I joined for PINK NATION on Victoria's Secret PINK
The year of SHINee 샤이니 and obviously KPop.
The year I went to London and Paris. V^^V
The year I got new clothes that i never regret buying.
The year i found out my most favourite band and artiste, SHINee 샤이니 and Lee Hyori 이효리. ( I never had one before.)
The year I decided on the spot who's my rolemodel in life and not feel guilty, and she's Lee Hyori 이효리.(Somehow I always feel guilty about my rolemodel, I guess it's cause I wasn't sure in the past. Ok, and one more thing, when I say rolemodel in life I don't mean like learn from her style or whatever, I mean like she's confident so I should learn from that. I know there are tons of people out there who are also confident, but they just don't inspire me. :S )

The year my hair texture became perfect without me doing anything to it.
The year I actually got my bum up and went jogging alone and loved it a lot.
The 1st year in my life that had a lot of parties and outings with my BFFs.
The year Ignatius found out I'm a REAL girl.
The year I gave away my beloved Barbie dolls and Pink Vintage Luggage Barbie doll House collection that were my only childhood friends to my little cousins and they destroyed it in a day.(Luckily I kept 2 though.)
The year I learnt to let go.
The year I have unforgivable enemies.
The year I started to really hate my school.
The year I decided to do whatever I can to graduate in 2010.
The year I flunked all my exams.
The year I don't care about liking guys and I still am not caring right now.
The year I learnt not to be a loser and I hope I won't ever be one.
(I mean a loser in my eyes, not yours.)
The year I don't care about what other people think.
The year I don't care about other people unless they do something to disturb my life.
The year I wish to eliminate annoying JoPs and I still do.
The year I had bad rumours about me?
The year of excitment.
The year I spent everyday as wisely as I can.
The 4th year I've been using my school bag.
The year I never thought would come to an end so soon.
Ok, I know, it's like why the hell am i writing all these instead of thanking people?
One reason, thank you isn't even enough to describe what they've done for me.
(I suck at words, so yeah.)